I'll pretend, right ?
I'll pretend I'm happy,
'cause I don't want to sadden you
I'll just say everything's fine,
when it's not
I'll laugh along with you,
even if I don't find it funny
I'll ask you to stop,
when you annoy me about what I write
I'll pretend He's not there,
when he's killing me from the inside
I'll try and be happy.